Clarinet
Wednesday, August 8th, 2007I picked up my clarinet two days ago for the first time in about 5 months, and I was pleasantly surprised with my playing. It definitely wasn’t good, and I used to be a lot better, but after not playing for so long, I expected to really suck. I guess it’s like learning to ride a bike, you never really forget how to do it once you’ve learned. Granted, you’ll be a little rusty if you haven’t ridden for awhile, but you’ll never have to start over and learn again. Apparently it’s the same with music. I’ll probably never entirely forget how to play the clarinet. My playing ability will deteriorate (as it has this time), but it’ll never completely disappear.
So after high school, I pretty much stopped playing the clarinet. I wasn’t part of an ensemble anymore, I had stopped taking lessons, and I didn’t really see myself playing that much in the future. My mom would try to motivate me to practice, but I didn’t have anything to practice for, so I rarely did. I’ve been trying to get into the University Wind Ensemble at school, but rehearsal times always conflict with my classes, so I still don’t really have a strong motivation to practice. This semester, there was the slightest chance that I could squeeze rehearsal into my schedule, so I decided I should practice if I actually wanted to audition well. Just by practicing once, I rekindled some of my passion for music and now, even though there’s no way for me to be in the ensemble, I’ll keep practicing because I thoroughly enjoy it. I no longer need the motivation to practice, because I remembered how fun it was to just practice by myself and notice my own improvement. I’d still like to join the University ensemble, but I no longer need it to motivate me to practice.
After playing for so many years, and spending so much time, effort and money, I don’t just want to drop the clarinet. When I’m older, I’d like to be able to play in a community band or something recreational, and I need to keep practicing if I actually want to pursue that. It has definitely become harder to practice since I started playing the guitar, because I now have to divide my limited time between two instruments. Being in an ensemble really helps, but until I can actually join the group, I need some motivation to practice. I found that motivation on Monday, when I remembered how much I enjoy playing.